One more...for now

Goodbye  by: ME November 18, 2005
Dedicated to my female soulmate, my best friend, my lover, and my sacrifice

If I had known that night, it was our last goodbye I would've begged you not to go.
I would've cried, I would've tried but there was no way for us to know.
Time can pass so quickly, I can't believe I've come this far
When it seems like just yesterday that I held you in my arms.
For a while i felt as if I couldn't go on, Meth was my escape.
It seemed as if your path was the one that I would take.
I was almost there thankfully I got scared, I guess the Reaper will have to wait.
It was hard and there are scars, but at least I'm not too late.
Now I live for me and I live for you, I hope that makes you smile
Cause that's the way I'll remember you, I made you happy for a while.
Life goes on, I have moved on, I am ready to say goodbye
That doesn't mean I won't think of you, I will live and let you die.